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Ramzii, are you feeling any better?

Okay wow fantastic

Fan fucking tastic

Friends decided they're not going to the haunted house anymore because there's a football game

Even though this is something we've had planned since September

Siblings started fighting so of course my dad got mad at me and threw a can of something at me

Pretty sure it's gonna leave a huge ass bruise but I don't fucking care anymore

My day's only going to get worse from here so it doesn't matter

Ramzii, are you feeling any better?

I had one hell of a stomach pain today but uh... apart from that I think I'm slowly recovering.

So uh yeah I'm doing somewhat okay at the moment... physically.

What the hell? I know your father is quite problematic, but what your siblings do with each other is most definitely not your fault. Your friends switching up plans at the last second without warning is also quite detestable. Sorry this had to happen to you Kit.

Thanks for caring, OCH.

I honestly don't give a fuck at this point

I'd usually be crying by now but I can't

I just don't feel anything

I want to cry or do something but I literally can't

Why am I like this

What did I do wrong

But hey, I'm fine.

I don't feel anything

I'm fine

I'm

Tired

So fucking tired

LUMIE THIS MAY SEEM LIKE A STRETCH BUT I WOULD LITERALLY MURDER SOMEONE IF YOU ASKED ME TO.

WE LOVE AND CARE ABOUT YOU.

NEVER BEAT YOURSELF UP OVER SOMETHING THAT ISN'T YOUR FAULT.

I DON'T KNOW WHY IM TEXTUALLY SCREAMING RIGHT NOW I JUST GOT A RUSH OF ADRENALINE OUT OF NOWHERE NOW I JUST WANT TO PUNCH THE NEAREST PERSON NEAR ME JUST BECAUSE OF THIS.

SCREW YER DAD.

SCREW YER SIBLINGS.

AND SCREW YER BACKSTABBER FRIENDS.

I WILL COME FOR EACH SINGLE ONE OF THEM IF YOU WANT.

I ALREADY GOT ME HAMMER READY.

But no actually all of this is incredibly fucked up to be honest.

You really do not deserve all of this.

Just know that at any low part of your life, you'll still have us to support ya.

We love you lum lums ♡

@Lumenniic

I felt exactly like this last year. I know this feeling. It felt like the world was against me. I felt nothing but anger.

Its a feeling that comes from a lack of control in your life. A feeling of having no control. The immense stress of being in an unstable environment where you feel so insignificant yet all eyes are on you; it eats away at you from the inside and sends you into a spiral thats so hard to get out of. But you will. It's a cliche statement, but it will get better. I promise you. You have control over yourself. This feeling doesnt define you. These are going to be very difficult times and youre going to want to give up but please promise me that you wont.